Pauline: Thanks. Cami: (yawns) The energy is really ugly. Carla (our teacher): I don’t know… did I speak in Spanish? Am I speaking in Spanish or not? Pauline: No, but I’ll translate it later. Carla: Okay, sorry. Go ahead, Cami. Cami: No, nothing specific has come down as an answer yet, but she does have… I mean, she has a very heavy energy around her. She’s really loaded. Um… like… The yawn I had when you started talking… I can’t… no, it wasn’t normal at all. I don’t know, it was like my eyes got stuck closed, just very heavy. Pauline: Do you feel it’s coming from her, or from the environment? Cami: I feel like… it’s the environment, but she’s absorbing that energy. It’s like they… like they present themselves to the world, she’s moving around with that energy stuck to her. I don’t think it’s necessarily hers, but she does carry it very strongly. Carla: Pauline, does she do drugs, or hang out with people who do drugs? Pauline: It wouldn’t surprise me. I don’t think it’s heavy drugs, but yeah, on tour she always smokes weed or does mushrooms or something. Carla: Because what comes through to me is that… they come close to her when she’s high, not when she’s in a conscious state. Did she ever tell you that? Pauline: No, no… I’m not speaking specifically about that correlation, but… now I’m remembering stories she told me, like when we were on tour and she’d say, “Hey, I just heard this…” whatever. Maybe she was a little high or something. Clara: Okay, okay. Fabi: I felt that she connects with all kinds of energies. She never protects herself. Or she’s simply not protected. And… with all kinds of energies. I saw— I don’t know if it’s low astral energy, I’m not sure. But… like if I told you… she can’t tell the difference between disincarnate spirits and… I mean, all kinds of… I don’t even know if they’re spirits. Do you understand what I mean? Like all kinds of… Yaz: No, I felt aliens. (lol) Fabi: So, anyway… yes, I’ll speak. First, like a voice got stuck in my chest. Then I felt something here. And when I started feeling all this upheaval… well, that’s what I felt. When she listens and all of that, this happens to her. Sometimes it happens more intensely than others. I don’t know when. But honestly, I felt lots of dark colors, like a vortex. And like she can’t stay grounded or protected. Carla: Thanks, Fabi. Yes, they’re definitely very low astral. Pauline, that’s why I asked if she was doing drugs, because what comes through is that the first thing I can tell you is that she doesn’t have the numerology or the tools to see. I did her numerology and she only came out as a twelve. What was coming through to me was that — environmental insistency, like she doesn’t take good care of her body in this, which is your temple. Because, to explain: people who really see disincarnate beings are not hallucinating. You actually see them. I was walking earlier and I was seeing spirits walking. It’s not that you’re high. When you’re high, you’re in an altered system because it has to do with your psyche, with your perception, right? She picks up energies. What comes though is that when she talks more about the disincarnate ones, it’s like she’s in a kind of “high trancelike state.” That’s it. It’s a bit of that — like a bit of hallucination or something that’s able to enter the world. But we all have that ability to enter the world when we’re hallucinating, right? What’s coming through is that she doesn’t take care of herself. That she needs to work on that. She needs to take responsibility for it, look for the right people to help her. There are a lot of people who work in mediumship. If she speaks Spanish, pass her my phone and I’ll do a reading for her. But if I have to do it in English, we’re screwed. Because I don’t know how to speak English to do an Akashic reading in English. It’s really hard for me to understand the correct word for what I’m downloading. I don’t have that vocabulary. But what comes through is that, Pauline. She needs… she needs like… a soul cleansing, karmic cleansing, everything. She doesn’t take good care of her physical body, that’s what I get. I don’t know how much you know about that, but that’s what’s coming through: she doesn’t take care of herself much. And what she’s seeing… she’s not seeing evolved beings. She’s seeing all the little insects/entities that wander around, the ones that haven’t risen and just mess around. Pauline: Yes. They always tend to be… I mean, I also get the feeling that it’s low astral. Because she never stays with positive energy. She always stays stuck to… that. Carla: When there’s low astral involvement, it means you’re also in that frequency, understand? Otherwise you would see everything — the good and the bad. What comes through is that she is not in a conscious episode. It’s not like she’s seeing angels, or the dead, or… no. What I get is that she’s in a dark, tense environment where… nothing, where she doesn’t take care of her physical body. Which means that when there are drugs involved, there’s more exposure to this. These are low astral beings. What they tell her is not positive. Pauline: So then… the guidance is to take care of herself or start developing a series of self-care practices? Carla: Well, first she has to stop doing drugs. Point number two is she needs to start working with someone, get an energetic cleansing, start taking care of herself and become aware of her physical body. Because she doesn’t take care of it. She doesn’t take care of what she consumes or what she does. That’s what comes through. Like there’s a bit of disregard for life. I don’t know how well you know her, but it feels a bit borderline. Pauline: Right. Yeah, I mean, I know her pretty well from touring. I’m not in her day-to-day because she lives in another city. She doesn’t live here in New York; she lives in Philadelphia. But… she’s a super awake girl. She connects deeply with herself, you know? From the soul-evolution and consciousness standpoint, she always has things worked out. But there might be a disregard for her own body. That’s true. Yaz: Well, what came through to me, Pauline, is that her lack of knowledge about all of this is where her fear comes from. It’s like all these things Carla says she doesn’t know how to do — something takes advantage of that. Because in the end she never had guidance, etc. And that connects to the fear she feels about all of this. And yeah, I felt sadness as soon as I opened — sadness and a knot in the stomach. Mica: Same for me — I got that they smell her fear, you know? They smell her fear. Cami: She needs to take responsibility. Mica: She needs to set boundaries between her inner world and the outer world. There are no boundaries. Yes. And honestly, there’s no introspection. Carla: No, there’s no self-care. I see that she doesn’t take care of herself sexually either. I mean, I don’t know if you know… but I see her like speeding around in a car, getting into anyone’s car, if she can avoid wearing a seatbelt she doesn’t put it on, if she has sex with someone it’s all good, maybe she doesn’t even protect herself. That’s how I see her — I don’t know if you know that. But that’s the feeling that comes through. Pauline: No, no. In terms of relationships, she just moved in with her boyfriend, who is a sweetheart. And in that sense she’s in a really beautiful romantic situation. Like, yes. But on the other hand, she’s definitely had a very careless past. Carla: Okay. Good. So… does anyone else get something? No? Okay, well that’s the message, Pauline. Pauline: Alright, I’ll translate everything later and let you know if anything comes up. Thank you so much, girls.